Thursday, May 29, 2008

Cardio

OK, so today's Dr. visit was for the "heart Dr".

What a crotchety old coot!

NO bedside manner....even snarled a few times. NOT the man I knew 15 years ago...Hey, we all get old!

Sending me for a Stress thallium.. GREAT. Wanted a regular treadmill test but he says my insurance won't cover it.

I don't like nuclear medicine. I was sickened by the tech99 they gave me for the Sestamibi.
Not supposed to get you sick..but I was.

Feeling weird all day. Having an odd pain in my neck.

Did notice something though.....although the Dr.'s office(which was HUGE and beautiful) was on the grounds of the hospital there was NO PARKING in the lot outside of the building. I parked where I usually do near my building. I had to walk maybe 1/4 mile...maybe a bit more. I took it at a nice quick pace. It didn't bother me a bit!

Nice to see the change!

Pissing me off that weight is not moving.

I was exercising intermittently before Nike+. It has made me so accountable. It is a good thing except for the fact that the scale is NOT moving....and nope, haven't changed a thing food-wise.

I think I am an anomaly. Unless the weight will shift unexpectedly one day.

I'll be watching this closely.

Next week is the EGD. I am off to SC the following week so nothing is scheduled mid June. I wanted this whole mess to be over with by June. Doesn't look like it is in the stars.

I even started doubting my decision again. If the weight started moving I may decide not to. Since it is not moving one bit.....I'll stay on course.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Boohoo...revised

Ok, LOOK over there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I did a mighty fine walk today!
But no one will know about it....booohooo.

Ok, it showed up finally....Don't 'cha love computers and computer software?!

Hopefully tonights run will appear.

Hey! Where's my walk?



Grrrr.....mu walk for today did not show up on Christines challenge!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Common theme, a decade

I'll often write, ponder, wonder aloud...."where did I go"?
It's quite a question huh?
I've been stalled for...let me see, a DECADE!
A decade, a DECADE....hmmm.....what the fuck happened a DECADE ago!?
Life went to SHIT ten years ago.....I know what happened...only a few others do.....
Thought I was stronger then to allow myself a tumble downhill.

Sometimes I look at the sky with a tear in my eye.........
She would have been beautiful, smart, funny and athletic.
The Maybabies are all growing up.
I wonder sometimes where we would all be now.
Would Mike and I have made it?
I don't see myself in Florida. It's bad enough visiting. I don't like Florida at all.
I don't think I would have ever started in the OR. I know I wouldn't have been on the TP team. The travel isn't for moms of small kids.
I never would have met Marty which would probably have been a good thing.

Good news though....I'm coming back....I can see me..really....I'm right there.......

Polaricious..and hating Blogerrrr

Ok, IN LOVE with the Polar F11 HRM.

Has a bit of a learning curve.....uhm, no longer reading me as an "elite" athlete....hahaha...

It TALKS aka old fashioned modem sounds to polarfitnesstrainer.com and uploads your HR, cal, time information to their website where it is charted. KEWL BEANS!



I don't like this blogger thingamajingie. I was able to uplink from the Nikeplus site last weeek but cannot now...boohooo.....



I'm really proud of my work and progress damnnit and would like to record it.

I have a few, yes FEW spreadsheets brewing......actuals....goals...etc. Type A ;)



Here is is:


Friday, May 23, 2008

Ok, traffic is one thing...and yesterday

My normally hour long commute took nearly THREE hours today.
There is no way around it.
Everyone and I mean everyone was on the road with me.
They are all headed south.....I hated every minute of it.
After the wonderful journey home I had to go grocery shopping. We have very little in the house.
I am full on appointments and it falls on me to do the shopping.
Small crisis intervention today for a friend in Florida.
The Polar came in today and I am still fiddling with it.
Resting HR is 78. Is that good?
When I took the test (on the watch) it read me as elite. ELITE HA!
So all intentions of walking today have gone to shit.
Tomorrow AM will be here soon enough.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Cheaper alternative when using the Ipod Nike+ sensor


You do NOT have to buy the (generally) EXPENSIVE Nike+ sneakers to utilize the Ipod/Nike+ sensor.

There is a company called MARWARE which makes a small pouch in which you secure your Ipod Sensor and then attach to your sneakers...ANY sneakers.

I'll try it this weekend to see if it keeps the same readings.







** I have also seen people fold the sensor in a small plastic baggie, lay it lengthwise over the tongue of your sneaks, under the laces.
The marware pouch is so inexpensive but hey, everyone has a ziploc bag!

Oh, test results and Polar

Sestamibi came back negative.
Repeat PTH came back uber normal...we both think that the first bloodtest was screwed up.
Repeating the TSH as I pointed out to her that it was also "off"....uhm, who is the Dr.?

Ordered a Polar HRM to use in conjunction with the Ipod Nike+ sensor.
The HRM on the tread isn't accurate.

http://www.polarusa.com/service_repair/viewtutorial.asp?ID=f11&seg=con

Very cool features. I LOVE NEW TOYS!

Thursday

Off today, had Dr.s appointments.
Lost 5 of the 8 pounds I gained last month(and had lost the month before that). She asked and I told her "nope, nothing different, same low cal low fat diet plus all the walking"...last month when I told her the same thing (to answer WHY I gained 8 pounds......) she gaffed and actually said "I don't want to argue with you..."
I HATE WHEN people doubt "chubby" people when they've gained and attribute it to gorging food or sitting on their asses......really pisses me off.
Also told her about the Ipod/Nike sensor and asked if she wanted proof of me walking....she shook her head.
Anyhoo, the foot is aching a bit but I am staying on course.
I posted a few challenges when I signed up on the Ipod/Nike site and there are people actually walking with me....how nice is that?! One of the challenges is up there in the corner.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

ok, I'm an idiot!


This is the second or third day I have tried to calibrate the Ipod NikePlus sensor!
I have redone the calibration each time because it kept reading, "calibrated miles...blah blah blah not equaling the distance chosen...." or something to that effect.
Had I known that I could have just started logging, I would have started days ago!
Ok, on a whim I just started walking around. Lance Armstrong all of a sudden tells me "congrats, you've run your furthest distance so far"......WTF!
LOL, Ok, so it might be off a .001 -.004 of a mile but it is calibrated......CRAP!
Call my friends and they all laugh at me..I want my miles back!! I want credit!!
LOL


Ok, so I uplink the info and although the Ipod in my hand reads .51 miles, the uplink only shows 0.31. I know I stopped moments after it reached 0.25 on calibration so it cannot be off .20 miles. It may not seem a lot to a real walker/runner but I am trying to do this the right way.
We'll see what tomorrow brings.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

CALIBRATION HELLLLLLLL

Four failed attempts at calibrating the Ipod NikePlus sensor!

New Sneaks and NikePlus sensor
















Woohoo, another tool I can take advantage of.
Treadmill, new sneaks, Ipod sensor.....
No excuses!?
We'll see.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

GI DOC

Going to my first visit at the GI doc tomorrow.
He'll then schedule an EGD to test for H Pylori.
Cardiology called today and I have to reschedule my cardio appointment.
Grrr..will this EVER happen?

Sunday, May 4, 2008

"Sleep Study, Parathyroid, Sestamibi" oh my













I could have sworn I posted since MARCH!! -- I DID post something about this on the site--
I will tidy up a bit sometime over the next week.
Had the sleep study (grr I even had pictures, I'll find them). [crappy quality....cellphone cam]
I was told upon intake that given my insurance I was to have what is called a "split" night sleep study. I would be monitored and if I showed signs of apnea, they would wake me and fit the mask and send me back to lala land.
the rooms were SMALL but very well appointed. Large beautiful furniture which was too large for the room. There was literally only enough room to turn around.
I had to be moved out of my first room because there was a bug on the mattress. Nope, not for me I insisted.
The next room was slightly larger.
The electrodes are annoying. the sensor which goes into your nose is the most annoying.
I slept ok. I hardly moved and she made a comment about that.
I woke up, WITHOUT a mask so I thought to myself, "self, I guess no apnea".
As a professional courtesy I asked to see the data. Assured the tech that I KNEW she couldn't make a diagnosis, I just wanted to see the information.
Apparently I do snore! HA(still don't think so...lol).
She showed me periods of awakenings...leg movements etc. Very interesting.
I get a call a weeek later that I do indeed have Apnea and I have to repeat the study.
"WHAT"!? I thought my insurance did not cover a second night.
I am convinced at the time that the Drs are in kahoots(sp) and this is all a sham.
I will call the Pulm Dr and see what's up.
I was headed for SC for a week....had better things to do.
I called and yes, the Dr. wants me to have a second night.
I have not scheduled yet as i cannot get a straight answer from my insurance co.
I cannot proceed without the Pulm's say so.....

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http://www.parathyroid.com/index.htm
Last week Bloodwork came back and my PTH was off the charts. My calcium is fine. I am now paranoid that I have to have parathyroid surgery done.
Sure, what else!?
My PMD saw the bloods and wrote a script for me to have a sestamibi scan. I asked "err, shouldn't we repeat the bloodwork"? DOH
Ok, so I repeated the bloodwork and called for the results which were normal. Yes, now either test can be off and the scan was tomorrow(last week).
I went to the scan, got technitium shot into my veins, got a preliminary scan,watched tv in a small smelly room for two hours then got the second scan.
Again, the tech can't tell e anything I KNOW THAT!! There was no uptake that I could see.
We'll see about this one.
I also had a DEXA scan (bone density).
Want to laugh? The same bloodwork showed my TSH was .28!! UHM! No one asked me about that!
I need a new Dr. when this 6 month bullshit is all over.
I loved my old Dr. who was also my Endocrinologist. He stopped seeing ault patients and effectively fired all of his patients.....or, LET GO of them.
I went to my mothers Dr. who she loved....I don't think she is proactive enough.....and now she is anti band.
I was to address this at the website but there was some dude who had a bad experience stirring up trouble and I did not want to appear anti band....or be told "I told you so".

upon leaving my Dr.s office she turned and told me "You can die....." and something about being able to do it myself. She has patients who have lost 200 on their own.
I was FLOORED!
Why do this shit to me now. She told me initially she didn't want me doing it. I told her then I had made up my mind.
I said something like "Doc, I work in the OR, I am fully aware and accept the risks of anesthesia"!
"Pluswhich, I had four procedures from 06-07 where I COULD HAVE DIED"!
"I don't want to argue with you" was the last thing she said.

Annoys the shit out of me.

In the next few days I have either the GI or Cardio appointment. I may have the treadmill test right off the bat but I know I will not have the EGD until after my first visit.
I have everything all neatly organized in a folder at work.
I was ill Friday and have nothing with me at home. I am convinced I got sick from the shit they injected me with. Been dizzy and nauseated since Thursday afternoon.
I also killed my back laying on the freaking scan tables. Even with a bolster, my back is killing me.