Cry me a river *bad language sorry

Boy, when you're being a slackass (new word) you stop b logging.
I hate that I "blog" anyhow.
Jesus.
Really in a crapass funk.
Now I has my last hassle with my PMD over a month ago.
The surgeons office was very nice to go to bat for me.
All I have to do is get the psych appointment over with.
He's in month 2 of a layoff ( I hate his contract work)
We do NOT have the few hundred dollars to have the stupid evaluation.
I work with the surgeons. They should know I'm not crazy!
They should know I know the ins and outs and innards of the freaking surgery!
I have scrubbed with them for Christs sake on open GB and Rouxs for years!
I'm not having either one of those.
I don't know. Am I supposed to have this freaking surgery?
It would have been a year already...if there was no 6 month bullshit and my crappy doctors lagging.
Oh, and exercise, yeah R I G H T! I'm accountable right, because I am logging right? BS!
I haven't logged anything for a month.
WTF is going on with me?
Boy, cry me a river!
I hate when people whine and now I know why.
Get the fuck over it already!
Wonder the the shrink will take Visa!?